WEEK2


Fri 08/05/20

Dear dear dear,

Today, I can’t stand the words anymore, so I take action to add something on the curtain, then delete something irritating me as well.
I want a full full moon; therefore I created one just for myself.
It only exists during daytime, and it only belongs to me, not others.

The imperfect circle is moon to me.


(not) Best,
Sat 09/05/20

Hi,

I hesitate of my choice yesterday. 
The moon does not complete my regret of not able to watch the outside moon. On the other hand, I still enjoy the on and off shadow created by the curtain. It’s the beautifulness that I want to meet everyday.

I question my own practice a lot recently. I’m not as motivated as before. I’m also not as inspired as before. I’m confused by myself. The deadline is near, but maybe I need a pause.


See you soon,
Sun 10/05/20

Hey~

I feel that I’m almost absent yesterday or I mean today.
I’m writing this from 11th May not 10th of May.
I was really unmotivated. I questioned myself and my practice more than ever. 

“I want to make the work that I adore” 
That’s my bottom line.

Mon 11/05/20

little notes for today

If I want to see the real sky, I have to lay really low to create a gap of sky between the building and the window frame. The sky is so thin and small from the view of my room. It’s almost unreachable. 

Tue 12/05/20

more notes,

Since going out and enjoying the day yesterday, I have cared more about the weather outside and put less attention on the words from the curtain. Can I call it an improvement?
Even though most of the day, I can only guess the weather from the reflection of the building, I have spent more time staring on it. Right through the curtain, the curtain becomes invisible to me today.
It’s an interesting development.
Wed 13/05/20


hmmmm....
I went out again today for sense of outside. Outside looked nice and comforatable from the window. However, I saw is not what I felt. It’s still really windy and cold outside, almost intolerable.
I’ve learnt a lesson from today’s experience. hehe 

Plus, the words look flying so freely in the sky. This might be the freedom that I’m looking for.


XX
Thu 14/05/20

Today I careless about everything. I tend to cut out my connection to everything. I feel like that I need a break from everything. It has happened a lot to me. I didn’t look at the window until I think of this project. The moon is almost up in the sky. But I still don’t want to force myself making anything things up.

I have to be genuine, then my work will be.