Fri 15/05/20

Dear dear,

Today is the day that I tried to avoid thinking of this project. I feel like that I need a break, but the deadline is still there. So actually, I cannot stop, which put some pressure on me.
Plus, I went out today, which was not in my plan. I enjoy some time with friends. It’s been a while since last time see them, but everything feel the same. The weather outside is still colder than I assumes.

Warmly,
(Hope the weather could be warmer, too)

Sat 16/05/20

hey~

It’s a peaceful day,  but it is not peaceful in my brain.
I’m too afraid that something bad might happen next week. I cannot really immerse in the peacefulness in the moment. It’s always one of my serious problems that I cannot live in the moment. I’ve spent too much time worrying for the unpredictable future.

please (at least) try to live in the moment, my dear

Sun 17/05/20

To be honest,
it’s really hard for me to document the moment. My thoughts fly so fast that it’s almost impossible to write everthing down, also the filter criteria is important. Sometimes I feel that all of them are important, sometimes I feel that none of them are important.

Mon 18/05/20

Hi!

It’s Monday again. Time flies so fast. I just realise that the deadline of film project is in 7 days. I actually think that we would have more time. I might be too naive, and self-isolating has weakened my sense of time. Most of day, I feel that I haven’t done much, but it’s already bedtime. And it’s almost no different between weekday and weekend. Thay are just day and another day.
I have to admit that I’m a little bit miss the sunshine because that’s the only weather that I can go out and enjoy the vibe. The temperture is still too cold for me to work outside, except with the companion of sunshine. I can’t believe that I miss sunny day.