Chen Pin-Erh https://chenpinerh.com Chen Pin-Erh Fri, 04 Jun 2021 03:36:02 +0000 https://chenpinerh.com en PUBLIC VOICES http://chenpinerh.com/PUBLIC-VOICES Fri, 04 Jun 2021 03:36:02 +0000 Chen Pin-Erh 406660 PUBLIC VOICESMay 2021 @BlackBlank, Kaohsiung <img width="4032" height="2416" width_o="4032" height_o="2416" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/f7addfb1f171c012af3eac89bd395cdcc45b7ce83c3f84dd355c351f947edd45/0604-12.jpg" data-mid="1094571" border="0" data-scale="86"/> It’s about me.It’s about you.It’s about us. It’s about here.It’s about there.It’s about the world. It’s about the past.It’s about the upcoming.It’s about NOW. <img width="2937" height="4032" width_o="2937" height_o="4032" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/5b057f1ab6ad310beeeb445c79441640a36e06ce36e2c7acceebead9355d1160/IMG_8238.jpg" data-mid="1094567" border="0" data-scale="84"/> w/ the people, the place, the environment,&nbsp; <img width="2916" height="3823" width_o="2916" height_o="3823" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/0747f3b1b17c061c6db379c069a59082ef63af619739c4eea476cb53c46ae396/IMG_8322.jpg" data-mid="1094581" border="0" data-scale="84"/> <img width="3836" height="2908" width_o="3836" height_o="2908" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/5d58d80e249e42b7e8354131a71f4cf3ec4099b490bcc22bd788245973b73457/0604-3.jpg" data-mid="1094566" border="0" /> <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/f60c3dc802920154a22c181147edbb9f35d3043f64f2b71eb5c8b86361810bea/0604-9.jpg" data-mid="1094577" border="0" /> <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/c8369b0393dc0b9dd73644036d78667d4b60ebe5a5f156d76acb6eda600d021e/0604-10.jpg" data-mid="1094575" border="0" /> <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/fae8b06822f13c7414663668e3002a23c548abbb1186de346d87e897049e1459/0604-11.jpg" data-mid="1094580" border="0" data-scale="82"/> Do you relate yourself to any of the words? <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/46e41ed3d923cf2371226a20cb5c9f4cdd6b3fc147ad4be57915945f692848e2/0604-8.jpg" data-mid="1094568" border="0" /> <img width="3024" height="3024" width_o="3024" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/b3f557a3bb79bc6d5ededa4b8229068fcdda6afee0071d63a4c546e72de5acf2/IMG_8303.jpg" data-mid="1094579" border="0" /> <img width="3024" height="3024" width_o="3024" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/c9fd652523db472be733b02c482bc0fc83a1356a7a55d32e0efce9315e74b42f/IMG_8331.jpg" data-mid="1094578" border="0" data-scale="84"/> <img width="3024" height="2113" width_o="3024" height_o="2113" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/b06e306f7f96476151fbebc8498f2c986646ebc554f75ba0be6f7a5acead2e10/0604-2.jpg" data-mid="1094573" border="0" /> <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/f60c3dc802920154a22c181147edbb9f35d3043f64f2b71eb5c8b86361810bea/0604-6.jpg" data-mid="1094576" border="0" data-scale="74"/> <img width="4032" height="2394" width_o="4032" height_o="2394" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/0b3379094d388708ce7e669f3500b3cd31297ab5a52b28d5bbe9b1ac9c65a6be/0604-7.jpg" data-mid="1094570" border="0" /> <img width="3024" height="2151" width_o="3024" height_o="2151" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/842df22dc6b7fb41b45e63b20ceaf0ac8943845ad1b834bd3ef2450e5936f6f6/060405.jpg" data-mid="1094572" border="0" /> <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/296111386a89ba36d56f6956e9ec4487a774151121085531eaacdeb1151aef4a/0604-1.jpg" data-mid="1094569" border="0" data-scale="81"/> special thanx to tingzi quotidian words home page PUBLIC VOICESMay 2021 @BlackBlank, Kaohsiung It’s about me.It’s about you.It’s about us. It’s about here.It’s about there.It’s about the world.... Slow Violence around Us// Exhibition http://chenpinerh.com/Slow-Violence-around-Us-Exhibition Tue, 12 Jan 2021 01:25:53 +0000 Chen Pin-Erh 395030 慢侵蝕緩暴力 Slow Violence around Us January 2021 @Gímgoânheng, Tainan <img width="2048" height="1536" width_o="2048" height_o="1536" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/77a34a5f4660e4c6fb02b8468ecc365891bd8ec6d69b2ac2cd7f848903d19c28/135621491_879671069518743_8499417027878993482_o.jpg" data-mid="1035689" border="0" data-scale="80"/><img width="1536" height="2048" width_o="1536" height_o="2048" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/752e526cbcfa862730dbd2412a8ba434a53706772b2f51ab55dbe891773cee91/135538540_879670899518760_8585307741733657823_o.jpg" data-mid="1035741" border="0" data-scale="65"/> White the White in blank the White in pureness the White after break-down -What is happening with environmental loss today is not the consequence of any rapid or impulsive actions. It is an outcome of a series of slow violence, which happens everyday, everywhere, quietly but toxically. <img width="1536" height="2048" width_o="1536" height_o="2048" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/706ffecc7daaac2c104a433672ec0b8273ac1342e164033a0f83f8da018788a7/136062840_879670439518806_6297408804346836711_o.jpg" data-mid="1035718" border="0" data-scale="75"/>The Violence of Slow Tides //2019 <img width="1356" height="2048" width_o="1356" height_o="2048" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/38e5e8c8f8fb8bae0e49856c17276e2b9f082fcbe9331847eeb63d238104e193/o826cd31e117973f6b61e8bd836c11bbc_61782167_210109_51.jpg" data-mid="1035721" border="0" data-scale="75"/> &nbsp; <img width="3024" height="3024" width_o="3024" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/bc055940f2b057e8815b918d1d59f822afcfd0e9210969cb202b0eb77f138162/IMG_6914.jpg" data-mid="1035740" border="0" data-scale="80"/> <img width="3024" height="3024" width_o="3024" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/910550e050a3aefa74f53173205164e91cfbc45b2dd6dc8bb3836d333a272293/IMG_6915.jpg" data-mid="1035739" border="0" data-scale="80"/> <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/0782e782806428958cb29e2ab1d86e2e4d9e9f34de49e2672e1ef83e503d6398/IMG_6899.jpg" data-mid="1035729" border="0" data-scale="70"/> Invisible Violence in a Week with Denial //2020 <img width="2048" height="1356" width_o="2048" height_o="1356" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/987122d046ce60dfb5e9d51432c6cdb34aca7ade28a83aa9ebffbdfea902b3b1/o826cd31e117973f6b61e8bd836c11bbc_61782167_210109_45.jpg" data-mid="1035745" border="0" /> <img width="2048" height="1356" width_o="2048" height_o="1356" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/1440ba79bfb35a7a4b2a3bfa3bb70fa0b73dfe8a1d982398f95b9f7dd367c1b9/o826cd31e117973f6b61e8bd836c11bbc_61782167_210109_43.jpg" data-mid="1035747" border="0" /> <img width="2048" height="1356" width_o="2048" height_o="1356" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/a3c54637fc69bfa8d45858faf253c6cdc887d5791222f3f50ae64010abe55f54/o826cd31e117973f6b61e8bd836c11bbc_61782167_210109_46.jpg" data-mid="1035751" border="0" /> <img width="3024" height="3024" width_o="3024" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/ed2bed57a770b5f84941517e61ddabf1dcff933fcce8b2d7fb0899ce5f779f96/IMG_6881.jpg" data-mid="1035730" border="0" data-scale="70"/>&nbsp;Doubt is Our Product //2018 <img width="2048" height="1356" width_o="2048" height_o="1356" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/72e728c5928b184d6c7dac86955c6268330d6a3b53497cc8ef16cc575eb7aa47/o826cd31e117973f6b61e8bd836c11bbc_61782167_210109_11.jpg" data-mid="1035756" border="0" /> <img width="2048" height="1356" width_o="2048" height_o="1356" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/5dbedbf951b9282bd2fa3230adee4c1c605ad776342bc7ba5bb8f3196f3e34a9/o826cd31e117973f6b61e8bd836c11bbc_61782167_210109_39.jpg" data-mid="1035755" border="0" /> <img width="2048" height="1356" width_o="2048" height_o="1356" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/36228665d0ee066d6a54fcdec7fa16125724fe5652f121ca91284d017370ca83/o826cd31e117973f6b61e8bd836c11bbc_61782167_210109_30.jpg" data-mid="1035757" border="0" /> Artist Book: Doubt is Our Product //2019<img width="3024" height="3024" width_o="3024" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/ba2ef286de40e6aec53a53c1621958973e1df5a3f865d18e6d4b4ba5b45e1ffc/IMG_6883.jpg" data-mid="1035728" border="0" data-scale="60"/> <img width="1536" height="2048" width_o="1536" height_o="2048" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/e993d7ccfe1b88b981c748763407192325351875999c4248d4aaf2dfcb168131/137016075_879670649518785_7977032184040133485_o.jpg" data-mid="1035761" border="0" data-scale="43"/>The exhibition is from the 9th to the 24th of January, 2021. Come and Join! quotidian words home 慢侵蝕緩暴力 Slow Violence around Us January 2021 @Gímgoânheng, Tainan White the White in blank the White in pureness the White after break-down -What is... Good to be Home http://chenpinerh.com/Good-to-be-Home Sat, 03 Oct 2020 00:55:57 +0000 Chen Pin-Erh 386225 Good to be Home 好好回家 August 2020 @Keelung Ghost Festival Experience, Keelung “It’s good to be home, but where is it?” <img width="1427" height="700" width_o="1427" height_o="700" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/3636384718fd459a4dcf4d19a858ba074c2a46c3e48f289e11189ff603c6860f/Good-to-be-home.gif" data-mid="989019" border="0" /> Home: The way to home is always a journey not a moment, and the so-called “Home” only exists in one’s memory. City: Every little part of our daily life constitutes the city we live with, which is a macro object built up by multiple minor objects (human, events and surroundings). Memory: From creating, ruminating to imprinting memories of Lunar Ghost Festival, further conveying them to others, the Festival no longer stays in one’s memory, but the public has kept experiencing the journey to the city, to home, to somewhere deep inside their heart. “Good to be Home” welcame others’ participation to share their memories of Lunar Ghost Festival.The work had been growing during the process of exhibition. - Thanks to Keelung for a Walk and everyone who participated the work&nbsp; home Good to be Home 好好回家 August 2020 @Keelung Ghost Festival Experience, Keelung “It’s good to be home, but where is it?” Home: The way to home is... Unfulfilled Voices http://chenpinerh.com/Unfulfilled-Voices Thu, 18 Jun 2020 14:08:28 +0000 Chen Pin-Erh 371519 Unfulfilled VoicesMay 2020&nbsp; @my room The series of work is created out of the failure of Unnoticed VOICES. It depicts the unfulfilled stories based on my anticipation. Part1- ASKED Part2- DELIVERED Part3- DEPRIVED “Now, unfinished work is more often accepted as worthy of&nbsp; serious consideration.” -&nbsp; La Feuvre, 2010 In my view, forms of failure vary according to ways of judging the situation. Even though the potentiality of Unnoticed VOICES is deprived, it can still be examined in another form. Unnoticed VOICES was supposed to collect public opinions. Since I cannot reach the universality, Unfulfilled VOICES is presented from the opposite, the individuality. The voice is from me; the contents are from my opinions. Although it seems that the voices are from the public, in fact I am the only voice in the work. quotidian words home page Unfulfilled VoicesMay 2020&nbsp; @my room The series of work is created out of the failure of Unnoticed VOICES. It depicts the unfulfilled stories... Sleeping w/ My Anxieties http://chenpinerh.com/Sleeping-w-My-Anxieties Thu, 11 Jun 2020 12:52:59 +0000 Chen Pin-Erh 370791 Sleeping w/ My AnxietiesApril 2020&nbsp; @my room Comfort Zine <img width="4720" height="2100" width_o="4720" height_o="2100" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/cf9c00fa0be2a4aa827a8d3d79f027d704493d5b94052e115b41c39b495cf685/sleeping-w-my-anxieties.jpg" data-mid="938329" border="0" /> My bed is my own island. My bed is my comfort zone. I feel pretty me when I'm alone in my bed. There are no others. Just me. However, my anxieties are always with me, even when I'm in bed. I gradually learn how to live with them, sleep with them. While making the work, I'm knitting out my anxieties. They're full of my bed, but I still have to sleep with them.” The work is selected to be part of the Comfort zine, which will be released this summer. The zine is comprised of works that explores how we each might define comfort zones through a variety of objects, places, languages and relationships. personal feelings home page Sleeping w/ My AnxietiesApril 2020&nbsp; @my room Comfort Zine My bed is my own island. My bed is my comfort zone. I feel... How will the Weather be Tomorrow? http://chenpinerh.com/How-will-the-Weather-be-Tomorrow Sun, 31 May 2020 15:43:11 +0000 Chen Pin-Erh 369491 How will the Weather be Tomorrow?May 2020&nbsp; @my room daily project Since the lockdown, I’ve spent most of time alone in my room, and window is the only connection to the physical outside world. It has become my habit to observe window view from different angles everyday. <img width="3024" height="4032" width_o="3024" height_o="4032" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/b65f077a1adc7b2928d319d8091898c472b65b39963eb42b2aeae04cc719af61/IMG_3674.jpg" data-mid="931855" border="0" data-scale="85"/> First Curtain <img width="3024" height="4032" width_o="3024" height_o="4032" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/7af6672b60506a67ec6140f5ed8730d56ee097f865ef541a76565869b33dd96c/IMG_2288.JPG" data-mid="931854" border="0" data-scale="85"/> Second Curtain The project started from a window curtain made by the bureaucratic words from school. I have forced myself facing it everyday, and keeping an observation journal about my relationship with the words, outside world and myself. After the observation day by day, I made another window curtain comprised by my text, thoughts and questions from these days. Observation journal: Week1 /&nbsp;Week2 / Week3 <img width="3024" height="4032" width_o="3024" height_o="4032" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/f2e77f3a1f9baafb5f395c200fb1245722864fbf42ea43f92ba20ebfad0cbf6b/IMG_5437.jpg" data-mid="931858" border="0" data-scale="75"/>the SKY in between the gap <img width="3024" height="3024" width_o="3024" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/500177ebfd0a0da17daac4d7a68baf5c355ae69b8618c5959a516388b2179610/IMG_4048.jpg" data-mid="931856" border="0" data-scale="80"/> not All Best good night sleep tight Through the work, the window view does not remain the same anymore. My text interacts with the sky, the plants, the building, the urban animals, also the changing weather. The interplay between urban nature, architecture and the ‘signage” I embed can be captured in multiple angles and from different distance. <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/54f20d004f05dc95b9551b01d6aac3e8182a3ad9802418c9d406cc8520400f46/IMG_6361.jpg" data-mid="931866" border="0" data-scale="65"/>&nbsp;the outside is (?) <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/427cc27993c63abff7abe66e8cf687a475fd6488419e94b28c750270a5d18c65/IMG_8782.jpg" data-mid="931865" border="0" data-scale="75"/>the outside is almost the same I wan to stay in bed allll day How will the weather be tomorrow? <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/6e89101f551b6cd2a928f560325fabbbb34efd5b64fc024b801b4614283eaa7a/IMG_9179.JPG" data-mid="931830" border="0" data-scale="95"/> Just a day and a day&nbsp;and another It’s been 2 months <img width="3024" height="4032" width_o="3024" height_o="4032" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/992af230436752ef0dd4d24af5929c8628ae56b214ebc3521b224d99fdf718e1/IMG_7493.jpg" data-mid="931862" border="0" data-scale="80"/> <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/5bcf84aef329f57e4b9ce18b1aa0f29d59cde52da1f49e9d4a5a6397e29c92af/IMG_3226.JPG" data-mid="931839" border="0" data-scale="60"/>Isolateding in dark Isolated &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; in dark <img width="4032" height="3024" width_o="4032" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/93df94445c7e9db12842a1e8ddcebaf55cbff1bfc5b151c91d9189005884b8eb/IMG_6647.jpg" data-mid="931860" border="0" data-scale="75"/> It’s a peaceful dayIt’s a peaceful dayIt’s a peaceful day plz live in the moment It may won’t be a peaceful day <img width="3024" height="3024" width_o="3024" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/558e7a357341cd03f7b0598f2e8f1bbce725126e588ad6edb66df7090a3d7dc4/IMG_4073.jpg" data-mid="931857" border="0" data-scale="70"/>Where are you? my Dear Dear unreachable moon It’s a boring sunny day again <img width="3024" height="3024" width_o="3024" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/bcb1b20bdf5e4a84f7f885cc7d7665cd24a1ea64bed179e89f7f4fc20343a7fe/IMG_4071.jpg" data-mid="931867" border="0" data-scale="60"/>&nbsp;See you tomorrow Documentation of Making: How will the weather be tomorrow? Time-lapse Full Length personal feelings home page How will the Weather be Tomorrow?May 2020&nbsp; @my room daily project Since the lockdown, I’ve spent most of time alone in my room, and window is... Week3 http://chenpinerh.com/Week3 Sun, 17 May 2020 11:57:43 +0000 Chen Pin-Erh 367619 WEEK3 <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/a138c86f1c18e2e05e834218afe70e6ad332b59bc923eef5e848d5fe66210f4d/0515.png" data-mid="923128" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Fri 15/05/20Dear dear, Today is the day that I tried to avoid thinking of this project. I feel like that I need a break, but the deadline is still there. So actually, I cannot stop, which put some pressure on me. Plus, I went out today, which was not in my plan. I enjoy some time with friends. It’s been a while since last time see them, but everything feel the same. The weather outside is still colder than I assumes. Warmly, (Hope the weather could be warmer, too) <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/f99ebae934843a6754b6c607f4627f503fe1f030b65c8fc81eb21a89a703eb48/0516.png" data-mid="923129" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Sat 16/05/20 hey~ It’s a peaceful day,&nbsp; but it is not peaceful in my brain. I’m too afraid that something bad might happen next week. I cannot really immerse in the peacefulness in the moment. It’s always one of my serious problems that I cannot live in the moment. I’ve spent too much time worrying for the unpredictable future. please (at least) try to live in the moment, my dear <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/c1da876fcbfe0136c1c0b235b806215899a6a1bd91bf8c6246632df570549517/0517.jpg" data-mid="927399" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Sun 17/05/20To be honest, it’s really hard for me to document the moment. My thoughts fly so fast that it’s almost impossible to write everthing down, also the filter criteria is important. Sometimes I feel that all of them are important, sometimes I feel that none of them are important. <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/e48e1458f1e708c77ec6ac167edf83831e13c8b49d8507c3fb5d8ba24b113961/0518.jpg" data-mid="923557" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Mon 18/05/20 Hi! It’s Monday again. Time flies so fast. I just realise that the deadline of film project is in 7 days. I actually think that we would have more time. I might be too naive, and self-isolating has weakened my sense of time. Most of day, I feel that I haven’t done much, but it’s already bedtime. And it’s almost no different between weekday and weekend. Thay are just day and another day. I have to admit that I’m a little bit miss the sunshine because that’s the only weather that I can go out and enjoy the vibe. The temperture is still too cold for me to work outside, except with the companion of sunshine. I can’t believe that I miss sunny day. <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/cd2a53793c404038e2590cac18b41793cf5c05b06db40dcb7642e605b018576c/0519.jpg" data-mid="924124" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Tue 19/05/20 Heyyyy~ Today, a little thing visits me! Can you see that? The unexpected is always the most interesting one. Also, the little one left so fast that I must be really lucky to meet it. Hope the luck can be with me longer. <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/b038d2ebbcf8177e632246d3b02795d9310316698933a54bf898f8d89af58877/0520.jpg" data-mid="927398" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Wed 20/05/20 Dear, Today is a busy day. Time flies to fast that I don’t even have time to watch the view outside. There’s some good news today; however, I start to afraid that I might run out of my luck. <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/681da52f175637bfbf3467c4fd51c693a8e597d13a607e565717feb4177f614d/0521.jpg" data-mid="926219" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Thu 21/05/20 Heyyy! I waked up quite late today. Do you see the beautiful cloud outside!!! Love their movement!!Even when I’m inside my room, I can still immerse in nature through the window. back WEEK3 Fri 15/05/20Dear dear, Today is the day that I tried to avoid thinking of this project. I feel like that I need a break, but the deadline is still there.... Week2 http://chenpinerh.com/Week2 Fri, 08 May 2020 15:42:18 +0000 Chen Pin-Erh 366474 WEEK2 <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/95632667c1a38f810807a1f93b3dc3966a653fc3dec636f4dfbe30f6ae899397/0508.jpg" data-mid="917412" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Fri 08/05/20 Dear dear dear, Today, I can’t stand the words anymore, so I take action to add something on the curtain, then delete something irritating me as well. I want a full full moon; therefore I created one just for myself. It only exists during daytime, and it only belongs to me, not others. The imperfect circle is moon to me. (not) Best, <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/cbb217209e2b29150abb55bf86b8e950537ff765ec6a2024f54bfef7d068b47f/0509.jpg" data-mid="918294" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Sat 09/05/20Hi, I hesitate of my choice yesterday.&nbsp; The moon does not complete my regret of not able to watch the outside moon. On the other hand, I still enjoy the on and off shadow created by the curtain. It’s the beautifulness that I want to meet everyday. I question my own practice a lot recently. I’m not as motivated as before. I’m also not as inspired as before. I’m confused by myself. The deadline is near, but maybe I need a pause. See you soon, <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/b1658f4c9ebb9f93ed985e8d5de1034ef3832ed9ce6d4ea63a5fdcab90f65e7e/0510.jpg" data-mid="919762" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Sun 10/05/20Hey~ I feel that I’m almost absent yesterday or I mean today. I’m writing this from 11th May not 10th of May.I was really unmotivated. I questioned myself and my practice more than ever.&nbsp; “I want to make the work that I adore”&nbsp; That’s my bottom line. <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/3e5b30799d59a5d0ab97070ced38ad6ee5d4ec73a9371c7616ccbf41af4d0b0d/0511.jpg" data-mid="919683" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Mon 11/05/20 little notes for today If I want to see the real sky, I have to lay really low to create a gap of sky between the building and the window frame. The sky is so thin and small from the view of my room. It’s almost unreachable.&nbsp; <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/2a12d547f8357d4908111b7c172c47f0ff54daaa7e7e9746232e6f2dfc98e0ba/0512.jpg" data-mid="920628" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Tue 12/05/20 more notes, Since going out and enjoying the day yesterday, I have cared more about the weather outside and put less attention on the words from the curtain. Can I call it an improvement?Even though most of the day, I can only guess the weather from the reflection of the building, I have spent more time staring on it. Right through the curtain, the curtain becomes invisible to me today. It’s an interesting development. <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/91e7ab056cc207742602b8e6068cab8eefdaaadc3de8461f21b4e8826925ba31/0513.jpg" data-mid="921028" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Wed 13/05/20 hmmmm.... I went out again today for sense of outside. Outside looked nice and comforatable from the window. However, I saw is not what I felt. It’s still really windy and cold outside, almost intolerable.I’ve learnt a lesson from today’s experience. hehe&nbsp;Plus, the words look flying so freely in the sky. This might be the freedom that I’m looking for.XX <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/c3f30cfb1b6ee10b9e687c100b29f7a0dd00deb40a60d94fb7675675c21f323b/0514.jpg" data-mid="922275" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Thu 14/05/20 Today I careless about everything. I tend to cut out my connection to everything. I feel like that I need a break from everything. It has happened a lot to me. I didn’t look at the window until I think of this project. The moon is almost up in the sky. But I still don’t want to force myself making anything things up. I have to be genuine, then my work will be. WEEK2 Fri 08/05/20 Dear dear dear, Today, I can’t stand the words anymore, so I take action to add something on the curtain, then delete something irritating... Week1 http://chenpinerh.com/Week1 Mon, 04 May 2020 17:03:11 +0000 Chen Pin-Erh 365945 WEEK1 <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/ad9ce0c2856396e88e0c89ea86b99ccdacd28a80460e53992d8ec3f96c334e6b/0501.jpg" data-mid="914561" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Fri 01/05/20 Dear you, I cannot really leave the bed today. Everything becomes so difficult for me, the world, the on-going project and myself. See you... Sorry to have a blue start. <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/a05f5d61d95facc5287bddb7cf0d06b5cda5c4419c8ba3f4ebdc12cd808d99b7/0502.jpg" data-mid="914564" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Sat 02/05/20Dear dear, Today is better. At least, I am able to sit in front of the table and keep everything working. The outside view looks almost the same; however, the desk is a mess. I really have to tidy it up or not. During the afternoon, I spent too much time in front of the table. I cannot feel my butt, but it’s quite satisfying. At least, I’m busy, and not irritated by the outside world. See you tomorrow, <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/980d8c867b677b60fe1694191fd7a14447415c298989a0b85f9c4d9fddacbc8e/0503.jpg" data-mid="914562" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Sun 03/05/20Hi, It’s finally raining. I really miss the smell of rain in Taipei. It’s a little bit sad that I can only see the rain but not smell it.How will the weather be tomorrow? The words remind me that tomorrow is working day again. It’s depressing. I’ve barely heard from school these days, and I’m avoiding to read uni e-mail to be honest. Sometimes, they influence me too much or I’m making excuses to avoid them.&nbsp; Ohhhh! Why I make the wonderful Sunday blue again!!!! Enjoy your Sunday, <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/f43a3692351c7da0ed73d8f866664f504dbd9fe6dc63109dd098a8057585303f/0504.jpg" data-mid="914563" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Mon 04/05/20Dear,Today is a boring sunny day (I think) Today is the day that you have to put everything together, at least try to do it. I sit in front of the small table again, and stare at the “All best” for a long long time. Have you ever thought about how ironic the “All best” is? It’s never gonna be the “best”. It’s ironic and kind of irresponsible. hahahhhh Okay! Great! You have built up the web pages today! Success! Keep up the good vide! <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/44fc8d125d57b5afcea0a25741d3db7eddf92d6ec6fe8f1c070feea036d2e2d7/0505.jpg" data-mid="915270" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Tue 05/05/20 Uhhhh... I am not even able to support my spine today. It’s my view to the window when I lie on the floor.&nbsp; I cannot read and I can barely think. Hope tomorrow is better. <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/08f95cdfb30c42a8a2c573bcb9b0d18d444460797f20c8e8a55516b31850d645/0506.jpg" data-mid="915867" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Wed 06/05/20 Hey~ Today, I went out for some fruit. The sun is great, but still too bright for me. I love the reflection on the curtain, making me interpret the words in the good side. I feel I’m in a good position today, better than the past few days. I don’t really have a plan for today, but I might read a book about space and room first. I need some stimulation and inspiration. Apart from my mood, everything is too flat, recently. Also, I visit PASSIVE VOICES today. It’s good, while isolated in dark. Wish you a good day and better tomorrow, <img width="886" height="1181" width_o="886" height_o="1181" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/c03102a4e74c1265bfca36d9513d0eb2d04d03c339591a57bae8498795ea8378/0507.jpg" data-mid="917204" border="0" data-scale="75"/> Thu 07/05/20 Tonight, I went out to meet super moon. It’s the first time for a while that I went outside for something I want not for something I need. I didn’t see the whole full moon. It hid behind the cloud. I still enjoy my time with her. She is as beautiful as I remember. I miss her so much. Good night Sleep tight back WEEK1 Fri 01/05/20 Dear you, I cannot really leave the bed today. Everything becomes so difficult for me, the world, the on-going project and myself. See you...... Dear Students, http://chenpinerh.com/Dear-Students Mon, 04 May 2020 08:42:46 +0000 Chen Pin-Erh 365873 Dear Students, May 2020&nbsp; @my room daily project <img width="7678" height="4124" width_o="7678" height_o="4124" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/449c8843dfa18fb8b484f5b22fde402a169d379dc6625ca83f1da921cfd715e0/text-02.png" data-mid="914240" border="0" data-scale="90"/> This March, I received a mail from school. It came very last minute before the weekend started. I read it again and again. - then, I made it into a physical parcel to myself, to students. While making the parcel, the words imprinted in my brain. <img width="1149" height="1772" width_o="1149" height_o="1772" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/b356e39435969d784f52ede2e58eb9fdfa944fd7d8123071a8c04ee8c5f66544/pk02.png" data-mid="914239" border="0" data-scale="85"/> <img width="1108" height="1772" width_o="1108" height_o="1772" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/ea0464803f46fbcb63f2cbbdf5a915c97ee95aa1fdef48b51108fa674e80bbe1/pk01.png" data-mid="914241" border="0" data-scale="83"/> I made the words into my window curtain. It becomes the medium between outside world and me. If I want to see the outside world from my room, I have to see through the curtain, see through the words. <img width="3948" height="3024" width_o="3948" height_o="3024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/1238664fda9bdd9a0392ca352bff7bd17dcd268b8042c05afc85e02c4e9549a4/window.jpg" data-mid="914428" border="0" data-scale="85"/> I put it aside and avoided it for a while. Now, it’s the beginning of May. It’s the last period of my study. I cannot avoid it anymore. Daily Journal I force myself facing it everyday, and keeping a journal about my relationship with the words, the outside world and myself. #WEEK1 01/05-07/05 #WEEK2 08/05-14/05 #WEEK3 15/05-21/05 personal feelings home page Dear Students, May 2020&nbsp; @my room daily project This March, I received a mail from school. It came very last minute before the weekend started. I read it...